sorry i didn’t respond for 17 hours i was hyperfixating on something that did not need that much attention
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my partner requirements at this point:
- likes me (optional)
- doesnt get bored of me
i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)
i’ve talked about this before but a bpd symptom i absolutely HATE is the lack of emotional permanence.
no matter how many loving people i have in my life, the second they are gone it’s like i was never loved and that it’s all in my imagination but as soon as they come back, it’s like i’ve never been sad
please love me. i offer absolutely nothing of value and i’m pretty sure i’m going to unalive at some point, but please love me :3
i know you can’t be mine but i love you
my tiny human body isn’t big enough to hold all the love that’s inside me and that’s why i’m always crying
mood drops are the worst, especially when you don’t know what the trigger was or there wasn’t one
dating me is kinda like when u smoke so much u start getting scared
i wanna be the last one you love
i want to be your forever
can people stop getting fucking mad at me when i physically can’t do things because of my goddamn anxiety- sorry i’m not like you and i can’t go randomly walk into some fucking place i’ve never fucking been before and be perfectly okay with that like jesus fucking christ
“it’s not that hard”