nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually borderline)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

when i say i miss you— it means i miss when you used me for your own benefit, because then you at least gave me the love i wanted. i miss when you held me against you and held my hands, when you gave me the love i longed for. when you ended it, i swear i’ve never seen myself as more useless and vile as i have before. you ruined how i view my body, my insecurities that you told me i was nothing to be ashamed of. every time someone has loved me like this they’ve always left after they got what they wanted. i thought you were different. nothing has ever been about me, and the worst part of all of this is that i should be so upset and hate you for all of this. but it just makes me love you more. i’m absolutely vile. i crave the toxicity of you, even though you ruin the way i think and act. i can never get enough of you.

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i want whatever the people who run at 6am have

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i give the wrong people the right pieces of me and now i’m just a crushed soul. just waiting for someone to try to mend the crumbs of me that are left, to love me despite all the ruins, to cherish my broken soul and to be as obsessively in love with me as i will be for them

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living with bpd is like the intense emotional pain you feel day in day out isnt enough, so you have to feel everything physically too and at the exact same time you will feel it in every cell in ur body. the loneliness, the emptiness, the sadness, the boredom. you will live in endless pain but remember; don’t overreact or else you’re being another one of those “toxic borderlines” that manipulate and abuse people, the ones that are “evil people” “with no respect for others”

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if i don’t ghost you for months, just know that you’re special

if i don’t ghost you then that means i like you and i physically can’t stop talking to you which hopefully should make you feel important though for me that just means i have developed yet another favorite person bpd problems actually bpd bpd vent bpd memes actually mentally ill bpd bpd favorite person bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd fp bpd love bpd stuff bpd mood bpd yandere favorite person fuck bpd living with bpd actually depressed i don't make the rules i wish i did tho

i hate that i’m the type of person that shuts down and doesn’t talk to people for weeks sporadically but when someone does it to me i get so fucking angry, this is another reason why everyone leaves me because i’m literally such a hypocrite what the fuck

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i hate how when i go to my therapist appointments and say how my default is always feeling severely depressed and never knowing why i feel that way or completely batshit crazy while scream crying and trying to unalive myself and they’re like “just change your perspective. if you see the good in life then your days will be good” no it fucking won’t richard, i’ve tried that for 10 years now and guess fucking what

i’m still suicidal and mentally unstable

me “changing my perspective” won’t cure my fucking severe mental illnesses, stop feeding me bullshit and try to actually help me instead of invalidating my feelings and issues- jesus fucking christ

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i really fucking wish i was the type of mentally ill that’s quiet, delicate, gentle, fragile, awkward and passive instead of being a horrible, loud and an annoying rage filled monster. society seems to be more accepting of the gentle and fragile people than cluster b and “aggressive” people

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i never planned on living past thirteen so now that i’m three months away from being eighteen and having to start a life i have no idea what the fuck i’m doing because i never planned to live this long

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