:,)
i miss my naive childhood, before i realized everything. now i’m an mentally unstable adult,, adulthood is hard.
the loneliness with bpd makes me feel like im a million miles away from humanity i feel like im on my own planet completely alone and there’s nothing else
if there’s one thing i’m sure of it’s that my mind is a prison that loves to make me suffer
gaslighting my own feelings until i’m cured 😍
i want to die
“ur overthinking this” bro i have anxiety i dont think any other way
i don’t trust you anymore, that hurts to know i can’t even trust my fp
being in isolation after an episode makes me feel nothing but abandoned and alone, it does nothing but make my mental health worse
a toxic part of me hopes everyone who has neglected me will feel guilty after i unalive