it’s sad how with bpd even when i’m feeling good i can’t enjoy it in the moment because i know it won’t last for much longer..
never split on him this hard before but he fucking deserves it. hope he thinks about what he’s done.
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
it’s sad how with bpd even when i’m feeling good i can’t enjoy it in the moment because i know it won’t last for much longer..
im sexually attracted to attention
sorry, i can’t hang out i realized i’m gonna die eventually and be all alone, and knowing that you can’t come with me breaks my heart so i rather not build a relationship with you and get heartbroken when you inevitably leave me
the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again
never split on him this hard before but he fucking deserves it. hope he thinks about what he’s done.
ah he just called me a good boy out of nowhere, okay shit now i might be on his side a little bit more.. goddamn it >:(
never split on him this hard before but he fucking deserves it. hope he thinks about what he’s done.
having an intense emotional reaction and being called dangerous and scary when you know a literal hug would calm you down is one of the worst parts of bpd for me that make me feel so misunderstood
some long shit love is what i’m looking for because i’m tired of being by myself. i want someone to think about that loves me 24/7. i want to do those cute drawing widgets with someone and be so in love it makes others jealous. i’m just so ready to be loved.
i’m so tired of this fucking disorder, laying in a dark room crying can be one of the most isolating things in the world
well my fp decided to just not tell me he has a gf now, i could kill her and him. why did he not tell me.. am i too fucking psycho.. i hate this life i live and if i disappear off the face of the earth i hope he knows it’s because of him.