bpd isnt just having an fp. its feeling totally out of control. unhealthy coping mechanisms. randomly balling your eyes out. struggling with a 9-5. intense relationship problems. splitting on the ppl you love. ruining good opportunities for yourself. severe trust issues. it’s tons of things, it’s not just obsessing over someone and basing your self worth over them.. it’s something way way more.
adulthood shouldn’t be this lonely
i literally push away everyone i care about with my isolation and constant burn out. what the fuck is wrong with me??
the loneliness of having a bpd breakdown and no one understands why you feel the way you do, not even you
im very jealous of people without severe mental illness
another day completed of doing everything i hate
kinda tired of when people ask me about bpd and meds and i say “oh for me they work, i take 6 pills a day” and they’re like “omg that’s so many!!” YEA NO SHIT,, but i don’t make you feel like shit for not taking any- think before you speak and offend others jesus fucking christ



