in the last two days i’ve gone from sobbing in the stall in my work bathroom, threatening to harm myself to dissociating and getting through the shift.. no, i am a fuckin stable person what do you mean,, me? you heard me crying? yea right
if i have one more shitty day in a row i’m gonna kill myself i stg i can’t keep living like this
me checking to see if he responds every minute for hours at a time
Ⓘ this user feels so empty inside
personality disorders are no joke. we don’t talk about our experiences for attention, we talk about it because they have such a vicious grasp on our entire life. it’s hard to stuff down & keep quiet about a thing that makes up way more than half of our day to day struggles
tired of life tired of people, tired tired tired
i will never stop asking mentally ill people with jobs how they do it because i’m so close to ending it all; my job, my social life, my life- everything.. i’ve officially worn myself thin
does anyone else get into a loop of telling your favorite person you love them constantly and you feel like you’re annoying them,, or is it just me
you ever wake up n look outside and think fuck today
not killing yourself when all you wanna do is die should be considered a fucking skill