i think my bpd makes me an easy target. i’m loyal to a fault, i’m a people pleaser, i’m easily manipulated. people see that and take advantage
this is all life is, isn’t it?
i want him to want me the way i want him so bad
“where do you see yourself in 10 years” idk dead
i desire to be worshipped and adored
i’m not jealous (i wanna kill her)
im such a ‘‘i want ur attention but don’t wanna bother u’’ kinda person
all i’ll ever be is a temporary distraction in peoples lives until they get sick of me
me and my fucking abandonment issues ruining everything

