nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

if my abandonment issues aren’t justified then why does everyone eventually leave?

actually bpd bpd actually mentally ill bpd problems actually borderline bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd mood bpd favorite person bpd vent like i just want to know what is so wrong with me that people leave all the time i think i’m a cunt but like other than that what is the problem.. and i try not to be a cunt as much as humanly possible.. so what is the problem with me that i have to change the way i am and do all of these things but in the end they still leave.. what did i do so wrong

why can no one accept me for not being okay, changing myself for others is fucking hard and no one understands that

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood i know they’re trying to make me be more healthy towards myself and shit but after being this way for my entire life it’s kinda hard to just flip a switch and be someone i’m not i’m not a optimistic person i’m not a healthy mindset person and trying to figure out how to do that is fucking hard and no one accepts that it’s gonna take me a while to change i just want to be enough but i just fucking can’t i guess

when you have bpd and you don’t open up to those around you/keep things to yourself, you’re accused of pushing them away. so you try to open up more, tell them how you’re truly feeling, but because it’s so intense, you’re accused of manipulating them. can’t win

actually bpd actually mentally ill bpd problems bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd vent bpd bpd fp bpd favorite person bpd mood i’m literally just trying to make it out here but it’s just so hard to please people