nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

i dont deserve anyone in my life…i wish i could unalive

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i haven’t cried this much in so long but the past four days,, dear god i don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore

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it’s so difficult to believe that i’d ever be loved when i look like this…

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me:

my brain: everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly ha

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had a realization today why i can’t just “get over” my fp, it’s a trauma bond..

no wonder all these years i’ve been trying and nothing has worked.. it’s not a complete just love situation.. it makes so much more sense now

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the sexual tension between me and wanting to die peacefully in my sleep, will most likely never happen but god do i dream about it often

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i just want a paragraph telling me how much i mean to someone, it would be so beneficial to my mental state rn

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood currently been spiraling for three days straight (spiraling is what i call my bpd episodes to help my friends understand better)

i wish my bpd didn’t make me notice so much. i pick up on everything; the slightest change of tone, body language, lies & deceit. i see and hear way too much

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you know you love someone when you can’t hate them for breaking your heart

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wtf is wrong with me why does no one ever care about me like i care about them

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nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

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