i know i’m not perfect in a relationship but i know for a fact that the kind of love i give is rare
nobody will love you like an obsessed mentally unwell boy with adhd or bpd who barely was dated growing up
i’m so tired of being me
i’m so bored it physically hurts
this isn’t funny anymore. i need someone to be completely and utterly obsessed with me right now.
it’s you, it’s always you..
i work all the time for barely any money- what kind of life am i living? one where i want to kill myself every day, have panic attacks and stomach issues, barely take care of myself? i don’t understand why life can’t be simple.
never had a depressive episode this bad before. it’s lasted a good two weeks.. and no one talks about the gross parts of depression like not showering for weeks, the smallest things like drinking water being impossible, not taking your meds because what’s the point. i’m tired of media acting like people like me are lazy.. we’re just suffering.
i wanna run away with you
sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory