nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

literally cried at work today twice,, in front of my fucking manager- if you never see me again it’s cuz i killed myself out of embarrassment

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“it gets better, i promise”

yea right, stop fucking lying to me

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood it doesn’t get better you just get used to the pain i’m so tired of that bullshit response it’s so fucking annoying because it literally doesn’t maybe for some people it truly does but i’m not one of those people i’ve been waiting for it to get better for years but it just got worse

i wish my family understood neurodivergency more cuz maybe they wouldn’t think i hate being around them that much and maybe just realize i need a moment of space, they don’t even understand social batteries either it’s like they just think i’m weird and rude which fine i guess but like damn idk i wish i didn’t come off as rude all the time to them

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a thing i will never understand with bpd: how some of you have jobs. how. you must be truly strong to do it with this disorder because i seriously hate going into my shifts every time and consider ending it all just to not go

actually bpd bpd problems bpd bpd vent actually mentally ill actually borderline bpd fp bpd mood bpd shitposting bpd favorite person just got told today i get to close by myself for the first time and i could cry thinking about it i truly dread going into my shifts every single time i wish there was a job i had where i didn’t have fo interact with people as someone with severe social anxiety my job makes me so fucking anxious and i don’t even host