nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
honeypleasejustkillme
honeypleasejustkillme

never split on him this hard before but he fucking deserves it. hope he thinks about what he’s done.

honeypleasejustkillme

ah he just called me a good boy out of nowhere, okay shit now i might be on his side a little bit more.. goddamn it >:(

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having an intense emotional reaction and being called dangerous and scary when you know a literal hug would calm you down is one of the worst parts of bpd for me that make me feel so misunderstood

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some long shit love is what i’m looking for because i’m tired of being by myself. i want someone to think about that loves me 24/7. i want to do those cute drawing widgets with someone and be so in love it makes others jealous. i’m just so ready to be loved.

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i’m so tired of this fucking disorder, laying in a dark room crying can be one of the most isolating things in the world

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood i’m sitting in this dark ass room crying over all of these emotions and also of pure giuilt because i should be happy for him he’s happy why does it hurt me so much

crying because i am myself again, i’m sick of this

had two panic attacks today and broke my streak of not having them for months i’m starting my new job and my first shift is tomorrow and it’s stressing me out so much it doesn’t help that it feels like my fp is trying to distance himself again and he probably isn’t i’m just making shit up and freaking myself out because that’s what i do best i’m so sick of this goddamn disorder actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood fp tingz

whoever threw you away before my love, they were blind. you’re gorgeous inside and out. you’re kind, caring, accepting, supportive- so many things that i’ve never felt before. you’re like a breath of fresh air, i love being in your presence. you give me life darling, please never take it away.

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