nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged actually bpd)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

i wish success was measured on how much you slept and avoided social interactions, i wouldn’t be such a fucking loser if that were the case

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood chronic fatigue social anxiety i literally can’t function like a nt person it’s just not possible and i’ve hated nothing more than that i’m the only truly nd person that my friends know so sometimes they don’t get why some things are really hard for me i have come to the conclusion that my lil rat brain sucks

everyone either hates people with bpd or romanticizes them, i told some girl about my ex and how he was my first hardcore fp that i got extremely attached to and she was like “that’s so cute, i wish i had a fp” no, no you don’t. this man was someone i dated for two months and i was completely and utterly obsessed with him, despite the sa, the abuse, the gaslighting, the cheating, i still was in love with him. it took my current fp telling me all the wrong that happened for me to stop feeling that way for him. it’s not cute to have a favorite person for some people with bpd. i stayed in a toxic relationship because i thought what he was doing to me was love. it was abuse. please stop romanticizing and sexualizing something that people with bpd can’t control. some people like me have dark pasts when it comes to favorite people and it is rude when you say something like “aw that’s so cute” no it wasn’t. it’s not cute to be obsessed with someone who is toxic for you.

i’ve had enough of people saying it’s cute i love them so much it’s not love it’s toxic obsession but i can’t control it it’s the most extreme amount of love that exists and it is so strong it can become toxic actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd splitting bpd stuff fuck bpd bpd love favorite person beloved.txt bpd yandere actuallymentallyill actually depressed so please stop sexualizing my posts with i wish that was me or this is so cute i wish i was someone’s fp :( no you don’t it can be draining and exhausting to be someone’s idolized person

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actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd splitting bpd stuff fuck bpd favorite person beloved.txt bpd love bpd yandere actuallymentallyill actually depressed i hate her because she’s taking your attention away from me me me me you only need to love me angry vent

when the fuck are things gonna get easier

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood bpd rage bpd splitting quiet bpd bpd love bpd stuff fuck bpd bpd feels bpd tag bpd thoughts living with bpd i feel like i’m rotting from the inside out my dying carcass laying there with the worms eating my flesh and bones i don’t feel like myself anymore and i’m starting to think i never will again the problem is though is i have no idea what myself feels like i have no normal no home feeling i’ve been in this body but it feels like a box not a home and there’s all these pills but none of them provide me a home i’m homeless and i just want a place that feels like familiarity but there’s nothing to go back to i’m lost and lonely and everything is dark i’m drowning and no one can help me because i’m too far gone

i want texts saying you couldnt sleep because you were thinking of me, is that so fucking hard

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent bpd actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood lovecore unrequited affection let someone just tell me how much they care i think id cry because recently i’ve been feeling like the toilet scum of earth so i need someone to tell me i’m not a terrible person