nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged bpd favorite person)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

living with bpd is like god someone please love me because i physically can’t love myself. i need the validation of someone thinking i’m a good person; that i’m worthy of love because the only thing i can think about right now is how much i deserve to be run over by a semi truck

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when i imagine happiness, it’s always with you. when i imagine comfort it’s in your arms. when i imagine security, it’s you taking care and protecting me. you are the one that sees every part of me and doesn’t run away, please keep me forever.

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i’m only loved by you when i’m useful and lately you don’t need me

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i ask you to do one fucking thing for me. one. do you know how much i put on the line for you every single fucking day? you can’t show up for the thing that i have rehearsed six months for? one fucking thing i ask of you. to show up on my fucking birthday and watch the show i’m in. one fucking thing i ask of you and you tell me you can’t because it’s not important. fuck you. i fucking hate you. and the worst fucking part is i’ll be having a panic attack in the dressing room on my eighteenth birthday with no one to calm me because the only one who can is you and you fucking know that. i hate you so so much. why can’t i just get over the fact you’re never gonna want me or even care about anything that is important to me. why. why do i have to be so fucking in love with you. you’re the worst and best thing that has ever happened to me and i just fucking hate it.

i ask him to show up to one fucking thing and he tells me he can’t because it’s not fucking important as if i don’t show up to every fucking thing he asks me to like i don’t do everything he asks me to do like i don’t even care about him and want him to at least act like he wants to be around me or acknowledge me like i’m just a puppet to him well knowing me i’ll only be upset like this for a few days and cry over it until i love him endlessly again i hate myself bpd at it’s fucking finest actually bpd bpd favorite person bpd fp bpd splitting tw vent beloved.txt he makes my heart flutter in the most amazing way but also makes my chest hurt from the amount of pain inside my heart that he causes and sadly enough i’m addicted to the pain

i hate how i always come running back to you

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when i say i miss you— it means i miss when you used me for your own benefit, because then you at least gave me the love i wanted. i miss when you held me against you and held my hands, when you gave me the love i longed for. when you ended it, i swear i’ve never seen myself as more useless and vile as i have before. you ruined how i view my body, my insecurities that you told me i was nothing to be ashamed of. every time someone has loved me like this they’ve always left after they got what they wanted. i thought you were different. nothing has ever been about me, and the worst part of all of this is that i should be so upset and hate you for all of this. but it just makes me love you more. i’m absolutely vile. i crave the toxicity of you, even though you ruin the way i think and act. i can never get enough of you.

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i give the wrong people the right pieces of me and now i’m just a crushed soul. just waiting for someone to try to mend the crumbs of me that are left, to love me despite all the ruins, to cherish my broken soul and to be as obsessively in love with me as i will be for them

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living with bpd is like the intense emotional pain you feel day in day out isnt enough, so you have to feel everything physically too and at the exact same time you will feel it in every cell in ur body. the loneliness, the emptiness, the sadness, the boredom. you will live in endless pain but remember; don’t overreact or else you’re being another one of those “toxic borderlines” that manipulate and abuse people, the ones that are “evil people” “with no respect for others”

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if i don’t ghost you for months, just know that you’re special

if i don’t ghost you then that means i like you and i physically can’t stop talking to you which hopefully should make you feel important though for me that just means i have developed yet another favorite person bpd problems actually bpd bpd vent bpd memes actually mentally ill bpd bpd favorite person bpd shitposting actually borderline bpd fp bpd love bpd stuff bpd mood bpd yandere favorite person fuck bpd living with bpd actually depressed i don't make the rules i wish i did tho