it was always you
need a boyfriend who’s never talked or looked at anyone romantically in his entire life,, i need someone that’ll be kinda new to love so they don’t manipulate me/hurt me
real
i wanna be loved in the softest and genuine way possible, i’m tired of being hurt
being self aware isn’t fun, i wanna be a dumbass again
i need a someone to actually fall in love with me, it seriously can’t be that hard,, it’s all i want at this point
why do i fall for men who don’t love me? what’s up with that
one of the saddest things i’ve realized is my default mood is going to be misery no matter how much things change
i can’t stand how isolated bpd makes me feel
i have a “wtf is wrong with people” moment at least five times a day