oops :/
feeling like a burden o clock
“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important
it’s the worst curse of all
having bpd feels like you’re a pingpong ball being smacked around by your feelings
i wish people realised that just bc someone is chronically suicidal, it doesn’t mean that their feelings are invalid simply bc they’re still alive. instead, let’s recognise how much strength it takes to wake up everyday and live your life despite not wanting to. it doesn’t end
:,)
i miss my naive childhood, before i realized everything. now i’m an mentally unstable adult,, adulthood is hard.
the loneliness with bpd makes me feel like im a million miles away from humanity i feel like im on my own planet completely alone and there’s nothing else
if there’s one thing i’m sure of it’s that my mind is a prison that loves to make me suffer