trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
just saw a post that said “when you lose the emotional attachment to them, you begin to realize how ordinary they are, and that it was your love and energy that made them unique” and i seriously don’t think i was ready for that
my love language is falling apart at a minor inconvenience
people that tell me “i don’t understand what is so difficult about your life, you have limbs and you can do whatever you want to physically.. why do you make life so miserable?” i hope you never have to truly feel what i feel everyday or maybe you’d understand.. neurotypical people and people who use toxic positivity to try to make me “feel better” just know all you do is invalidate my feelings and make me feel like shit
all i did this year was survive
when they say they care even when they’ve consistently proven they don’t and i believe them: 🤡
i’m tired of people and their toxic positivity
i’m a firm believer that not everyone gets better and tbh i think im one of those people
need a bf who knows im smart but treats me like im dumb so i never have to make any decisions ever again
Anonymous asked:
Do you have access to a therapist or psychiatrist? Do you have a support system you could fall back on?
i do, i go to both on routine basis, i used to have more of a support system until they decided to tell me they couldn’t handle me anymore.. but i’ll figure it out
he hates me (hasn’t responded in 5 mins)