im sorry but ‘youre not your diagnosis’ is another form of toxic positivity. obv i get the sentiment, but my diagnosis effects my entire life. i may not ‘be’ my mental illness, but my mental illness is a part of me. lets not invalidate the suffering were unable to simply dismiss
this has been significantly been the worst day of my fucking life.. if i wasn’t close to su!cide i am four steps closer
loving you fucking breaks me
fuck bpd it makes me simultaneously forgive people instantly and also hold a grudge for the rest of my life at the same time
i hate how bpd overpowers all the good things. it makes me focus so much on the bad things that happened and then i forget all the good things
lol fuck my life i relapsed
god i fucking miss drugs
some of my mutuals and people in my dms have my heart <33
i miss being high, sober life isn’t worth living right now

