r u into guys who will have a mental breakdown at the thought of u abandoning them
you ever get so upset you start shaking and seeing black. you shutdown and ignore everyone and everything and if one person says anything you blow up in their face, yea i’m at that point right now
i am going to kill myself i stg
every time i mention anything about being suicidal or anything of the sort it’s “no death >:(” from my fp.. i said “you’d get over it, i’m not that important” and he said “you’re more important than you know” guys it’s official, i’m absolutely in love with him.. he didn’t understand how much i needed someone to just say maybe i am important to someone..
how do you tell someone “i’m not ignoring you i’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it’s really hard for me to maintain a conversation” without saying that
hah yea basically :/
if u make someone spiral intentionally just know, ur a fucking manipulative piece of shit <3
when does the world end? kinda tired of waiting
“i like your personality” thanks i hand crafted it to mirror everything you like so that you would like me i don’t even know who i really am underneath all of your characteristics
i hate not recognizing myself