dreaming of a lobotomy <3
four years with you my darling, if only you’d see how good we could be together..
losing a partner when you have bpd is paralyzing. we often lose all sense of direction and identity when faced with such a loss- we don’t know who we are without them and we can’t even recognize ourselves in the mirror sometimes. it’s the exact thing we fear, crushing our entire being
he is the love of my life and it pains me everyday to know that we’ll never be together :,)) gonna kms
you’re my favorite friend. i’m sorry that i want you like a lover.
i love when people invalidate my feelings, it’s one of my favorite things EVER :))
a relationship where you two can admit what bothers you and talk about it instead of ignoring each other >>>>>
i don’t wanna be mentally ill anymore, i just wanna be held
my fp:
me: are you mad at me? respond in the next 10 seconds or i bash my head into this wall until i go unconscious
i have such specific triggers that seem like no big deal to others but literally can cause a bpd episode, it’s so annoying to care so much about something other people think is insignificant :/ because when i tell them they’re like “but that’s normal for me to do” okay and? it causes me to fight with you.. just please respect me and my triggers it’s not that hard
ex: “morning”, *sending nothing but emojis*, being dry over text
yea they’re small things to you, but to me they are a big deal