my love language is totally not unhealthy codependency hahhaha hah whatttt no way in hell it would make me the happiest to spend every spare second of every day with you lmaooooo that would be crazyyy hahahah
suicidal urge to run to my nearest bridge vs the mental lack of energy to get up n do it
longing for parental love and care that you’ve never had hits diff :(
sexy people don’t remember most of their childhoods
fighting the urge to ask everyone in my life their honest opinions of me because i don’t know myself at all
*someone is kind to me*
to be held by someone who loves me, that’s all i ask for
when someone asks me whats wrong and i don’t know how to express it fully without coming off as rude or negative or looking for attention/pity or make the person asking sad or affect them in anyway
“ur so quiet”
being self aware and mentally ill is so exhausting because not only do i know when i’m being self destructive, i watch myself do it anyway