hey partners of pwbpd; don’t start routines you don’t plan to keep.. it makes your partner start to panic about what went wrong for you to stop doing what you did before
if my abandonment issues aren’t justified then why does everyone eventually leave?
you are the center of my universe
. 🌕 * . 🌍 * * . ☄️ • * • . . . 🪐 . * you. • * . ★ . * . ☀️ • * ☆.🪐 .•. 🌕 * . 🌍 * * . ☄️ .
i LOVE when my friends fucking ignore me for 14 hrs when i ask if we can hangout, it makes me feel so loved :)
do you ever start typing then realize that literally fucking nobody cares about your opinion
why can no one accept me for not being okay, changing myself for others is fucking hard and no one understands that
i’m such a “no no, it’s okay” person
when you have bpd and you don’t open up to those around you/keep things to yourself, you’re accused of pushing them away. so you try to open up more, tell them how you’re truly feeling, but because it’s so intense, you’re accused of manipulating them. can’t win
“tell me you’re mentally ill without telling me your mentally ill”
me:
the thing about bpd is that you experience trauma/heart break and the emotional intensity that comes along with it never dwindles or goes away. you revisit it 10 years later and it still feels the exact same. it’s like you heal but your heart never forgets