is your comfort character also a sad, pretty boy with trauma and questionable morals or are you normal
me??? tired??? stressed??? exhausted??? i wanna cry??? yes
living with suicidal ideation is so demoralising. it’s always on your mind, your brain is constantly finding more creative ways in the world around you to end your life. suddenly everything seemingly mundane becomes a death trap
me:
my brain: you’re scared of losing people but no one is scared of losing you
how the fuck is everyone ok with how lonely adulthood is??? it makes me want to kill myself everyday
i never thought being in love could be so debilitating
the concept of fp is so hard to describe to someone without bpd
why must i go through the 5 stages of grief everyday
bpd is so stupid. i hate dealing with it every day. feeling like i’m constantly being replaced, feeling like no one wants me around, feeling like i don’t matter to anyone. it’s stupid. logically i know none of that is true but it doesn’t make me feel any better.
my problem is i think everyone is getting tired of me and hates me