me:
my brain: everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly ha
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
me:
my brain: everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly hates you :) everyone secretly ha
had a realization today why i can’t just “get over” my fp, it’s a trauma bond..
no wonder all these years i’ve been trying and nothing has worked.. it’s not a complete just love situation.. it makes so much more sense now
the sexual tension between me and wanting to die peacefully in my sleep, will most likely never happen but god do i dream about it often
i just want a paragraph telling me how much i mean to someone, it would be so beneficial to my mental state rn
i wish my bpd didn’t make me notice so much. i pick up on everything; the slightest change of tone, body language, lies & deceit. i see and hear way too much
you know you love someone when you can’t hate them for breaking your heart
wtf is wrong with me why does no one ever care about me like i care about them
whatever the fuck is happening with me needs to stop before i lose my fucking mind
damn i wish i died like the queen :(
you know my mental health is at its lowest when the sims hyperfixation comes back