having bpd and needing constant reassurance but not asking for reassurance because ur scared of being abandoned but constantly thinking ur being abandoned bc ur not being reassured overall. i feel annoying. i drive myself insane in my head but i won’t ever ask because i feel like i’ll push everyone away, so i don’t say anything, but i still push them away anyway
“you’re so mature” thanks i was traumatized at a very young age :,)
been about u since i met you
i am a walking carcass
💫💛✨ 💫💛✨
✨ 💫 ✨ 💫
💫 u are 💛
✨ my world 💫
💛 💛
✨ 💫
fuck small talk, how old were u when it all went wrong?
wanting to die when i remember how ugly i am :)))))))))
please don’t leave me like the rest of them did. i can’t lose you. i can’t fucking lose you.
i know i’m not perfect in a relationship but i know for a fact that the kind of love i give is rare
nobody will love you like an obsessed mentally unwell boy with adhd or bpd who barely was dated growing up