why does my default emotion have to be sad :/
i’m a simple boy, i see a knife i get the intense urge to stab myself or anyone around me
literally cried at work today twice,, in front of my fucking manager- if you never see me again it’s cuz i killed myself out of embarrassment
i fucking hate that you control my thoughts
all that matters isn’t that you want to hurt me. all that matters is that you WANT me.
*flirting* god i want to bully you so badly
“it gets better, i promise”
yea right, stop fucking lying to me
you know what sounds kinda sexy? no one hurting my feelings ever again
“ur so chill” thanks, i stopped looking for purpose in the world, i now drift as the wind

