i wish my family understood neurodivergency more cuz maybe they wouldn’t think i hate being around them that much and maybe just realize i need a moment of space, they don’t even understand social batteries either it’s like they just think i’m weird and rude which fine i guess but like damn idk i wish i didn’t come off as rude all the time to them
a thing i will never understand with bpd: how some of you have jobs. how. you must be truly strong to do it with this disorder because i seriously hate going into my shifts every time and consider ending it all just to not go
“love yourself” literally how?? it’s impossible to love yourself when you hate everything about yourself and others have confirmed your beliefs.
i’m a 10 but i will obsess over you until you get bored of my obsessiveness, then i still will be obsessive :’)
yea i’m a 10 but if you don’t actively tell me you love me every day i automatically think i’ve done something wrong and your love for me has diminished :)
just trying to get thru the week
how can i post SO much and still be bitchless :/
how to add yourself to my shit list:
compare me to someone else
therapy isnt enough for me i need to go back in time and be aborted

