if you relate to me, respectfully,, get some help <3 you don’t deserve this type of pain
today i feel this overwhelming sense of darkness and i don’t like it :( i’ve been having good days recently and ofc bpd wants to change that :/
why is it so hard for u to care about me :/
getting a call and missing it and then having to call back is the worst thing in my life, honestly phone calls are just the devil to me :( wish me luck
sad, need drugz
“you’re so loud” i’m sorry i have to scream over the voices
wanna crawl into a dumpster n rot :)
i wasn’t meant to be happy, now was i?
eating ur brain so i have a better understanding of your thoughts about me <3
i am without joy, for my life is in a constant battle of things my soul wants to abuse but my brain no longer cares for. im in a tug of war with being a good person and fucking off because life is meaningless