it’s getting harder and harder to tolerate myself and this piece of shit existence
w h y c a n t i m o v e o n f r o m p e o p l e
unless you’re a sugar daddy/mommy/person don’t be sexual in my messages,, and even then don’t be unless you have consent to do so
i feel so alone that it physically hurts :(
i just want him to love me, why can’t he just love me back
i’m in a long distance relationship with hell, i’ll be there soon my love :)
imagine having someone in your life that loved you unconditionally and always put you first, wouldn’t that be wild?
living with bpd is always needing everything to stop so u can catch up with ur thoughts but it never does it gets louder and more intense until u physically cant take it anymore u start feeling out of ur mind out of control over and over bc everything is always too much even the good
i failed as a student, i failed as a friend, i failed as a child, i failed as a person. no matter what i do, i always fail fail fail
bpd rage has no chill fr that shit will have u losing all your sanity in seconds the aftermath is shocking sometimes