i swear on everything the next time i open up to anyone will be my autopsy, i’m sick of this judgement
You’ll keep forgiving the one you love, until you hate them
trauma sideblog, yandere, bpd, depressed asf
i swear on everything the next time i open up to anyone will be my autopsy, i’m sick of this judgement
i’m sorry. im so depressing love, i tried. i tried to fill this hollow heart, i tried to mend these broken bones, i tried. im sorry i didn’t succeed.
“don’t take it so personally” bro i have bpd, what do you mean
today kinda sucked but i had some string cheese so it wasn’t all that bad
You’ll keep forgiving the one you love, until you hate them
the problem is that i love but also hate him so much
“you like the pain” baby if you only knew how right you were. you ruin me but i’m always here because i like the pain.
you are my soulmate, even if i’m not yours. it fucking sucks to not be able to hold you and call you mine. you don’t understand how much you break me, and i’ll never tell because you’re too beautiful to be guilty for hurting me.. it’s okay, i’m used to it. for some odd reason i like the pain.
what if someone actually fell in love with me and didn’t leave me because i was seen as crazy.. what if
still thinking back to when i was talking to a counselor and he said “don’t call yourself mentally ill, call it mentally challenged” sir wtf.. i still can’t wrap my head around how he actually said that to me
i spend my days waiting for a love you will never give me, why can’t i let the thought of you go.. it’s never going to happen yet i can’t fucking get it through my thick skull that i’m not the one you want. look at me, i never will be.