nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged bpd mood)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

you’re a drug that i just can’t quit. give me my fix baby, i’d do anything for it.

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the bpd urge to say something really mean and fucked up when someone wont stop arguing with you but holding it in even tho you feel like u are going to physically combust from the rage clawing at your throat and ending up feeling like a bad person anyway for having those thoughts

tw: bpd cluster b culture is bpd problems bpd mood someone help me i keep making arguements that i shouldn’t but it’s like i’ve had these feelings for so long and i’ve finally had enough but i feel bad now cuz i’ve made him feel like a dick but he’s made me feel like shit multiple times my brain is telling me to make him feel like he’s made me feel but i know if i do that i’ll lose him but it’s so goddamn tempting i know an eye for an eye isn’t going to help but goddamn it i wanna make him feel like absolute trash this is why i need therapy im about to ruin my only relationship keeping me alive so if i disappear you’ll know what happened oopsies tw self destructive behavior tw impulsive behaviors that might result horribly i’m trying so goddamn hard not to rip his ego to shreds and ruin his entire image of himself

i’m in one of those moods that if i drop even a single pencil i will snap it in half and carve into my skin with it. i’m not having a good day, everything is sending me into a spiral.

just bpd things bpd mood bpd rage living with bpd bpd vent i’m sorry i am like this i don’t want to seem dramatic but i truly just am spiraling everything that makes me upset drives me further into fury and of course my instinct reaction is to just kill myself or harm myself in any way possible shit i forgot trigger warnings tw dead mention tw mention of violence tw self destructive behavior

phrases i’ve said that remind me “wow i have bpd”

  • *complaining about the packed grocery store* “i miss when i used to think people didn’t exist unless they were around me”
  • *sobbing to my friends in my lunch period* “i am an actual failure, i have the worst brain ever. i hate my life why does this have to happen to me. i’m so fucking stupid. i hate being so useless” *proceeds to eat a cosmic brownie* “lol nvm i’m so dramatic, i just needed my daily bang energy and a cosmic brownie.”
  • *doesn’t talk to my friends for 3 months but texts the gc* “hi whores, i’m back from my isolation vacation :)”
  • *texts fp* “if you woke up one day and i was a worm would you still love me? 🥺”
  • *splits on fp and starts a heated argument* “wait i’m sorry for being so mean. i love you, you’re not mad at me right? 🥺”
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me: *having a bpd meltdown*

my adhd brain:

✨coochie dirty, coochie shower

coochie hungry, coochie devour✨

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