the loneliness with bpd makes me feel like im a million miles away from humanity i feel like im on my own planet completely alone and there’s nothing else
if there’s one thing i’m sure of it’s that my mind is a prison that loves to make me suffer
gaslighting my own feelings until i’m cured 😍
i want to die
“ur overthinking this” bro i have anxiety i dont think any other way
i don’t trust you anymore, that hurts to know i can’t even trust my fp
being in isolation after an episode makes me feel nothing but abandoned and alone, it does nothing but make my mental health worse
a toxic part of me hopes everyone who has neglected me will feel guilty after i unalive
having bpd, when someone hurts me the pain is too intense. i feel shattered beyond measure. they don’t realize how much it takes out of me to put the pieces back together
enjoying my 3.25 seconds of peace after waking up before all my thoughts and memories log in