my fp:
me: are you mad at me? respond in the next 10 seconds or i bash my head into this wall until i go unconscious
i have such specific triggers that seem like no big deal to others but literally can cause a bpd episode, it’s so annoying to care so much about something other people think is insignificant :/ because when i tell them they’re like “but that’s normal for me to do” okay and? it causes me to fight with you.. just please respect me and my triggers it’s not that hard
ex: “morning”, *sending nothing but emojis*, being dry over text
yea they’re small things to you, but to me they are a big deal
“i like your personality” thanks i have 10 more
i love awkward. i love weird. i love when people stumble over their words and when they don’t know what to do with their hands. i love someone who laughs “too loudly” or cries “too easily”. i love the sensitive. the passionate.
sorry im being oddly real today instead of shit posting my mental health
i truly don’t want to exist anymore, someone put me out of my misery
the most painful person is the person in your life that can do no wrong in your eyes, the one that may upset you but you could never hate
please reassure me please reassure me please reassure me please reassure me please reassure me please reassure me