i don’t know, im just tired, im just alone. nothing feels lovely. at times yes but recently for awhile, its just an attempt at trying, but trying doesnt help.
please remember before you interact with me that i am insane and will get attached to you after you say one nice thing to me
first date idea: you hold me and i cry for several hours
i hate loving someone more than they love me. it makes me feel like i’m crazy and just everything is so one-sided and it sucks so bad.
dating me is easy, i have 0 self worth! you can treat me however u want and i’ll never leave!!
every time i say “it’s fine” just know it’s not and you’ve disappointed me but it’s okay because i’m used to being disappointed by people
some boys need constant attention and physical care and reassurance and love when they’re sad
me, i’m talking about me
all i want is a relationship with a pretty trans man that will take me on dates :(
today is a rage cry day apparently
i’m such a slut for praise and validation