another day completed of doing everything i hate
kinda tired of when people ask me about bpd and meds and i say “oh for me they work, i take 6 pills a day” and they’re like “omg that’s so many!!” YEA NO SHIT,, but i don’t make you feel like shit for not taking any- think before you speak and offend others jesus fucking christ
in the last two days i’ve gone from sobbing in the stall in my work bathroom, threatening to harm myself to dissociating and getting through the shift.. no, i am a fuckin stable person what do you mean,, me? you heard me crying? yea right
if i have one more shitty day in a row i’m gonna kill myself i stg i can’t keep living like this
me checking to see if he responds every minute for hours at a time
Ⓘ this user feels so empty inside
personality disorders are no joke. we don’t talk about our experiences for attention, we talk about it because they have such a vicious grasp on our entire life. it’s hard to stuff down & keep quiet about a thing that makes up way more than half of our day to day struggles
tired of life tired of people, tired tired tired
big corporation jobs can suck my big fat juicy balls bro i’m so over it
i will never stop asking mentally ill people with jobs how they do it because i’m so close to ending it all; my job, my social life, my life- everything.. i’ve officially worn myself thin