nightmare in disguise (Posts tagged bpd mood)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

i really hate how intense bpd is, just for those intense feelings to go away again. it’s just so fucking pointless. my whole body goes numb i feel a huge pit in my heart and stomach and not just mental symptoms but physical ones and for what? i hate this

i feel all of this and none of it is even real. yeah it’s real to me but the illness makes it all worse which makes me feel like this and im so sick of it. im sick of feeling things to this extreme when half of it isn’t even real

idk how to explain this. like it is real, but it’s just so extreme? and it’s so painful and intense and it just feels so pointless because i’ll be ok again, but it’s so intense my whole body is effected by it and my head. it feels impossible to see clearly. it doesn’t matter how much awareness i have, i know it’s happening but i might aswell not even have control of my own mind and body because i can’t stop how intense it is. it’s so fucking unfair and i hate this illness for making me feel so out of control of my own mind and body i just want it to stop

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what hurts the most about having bpd for me is how far im willing to go for others and i try so hard to understand everyone i come across in my life but it’s never reciprocated and if it is, not to the same degree and it makes me feel so fucking worthless, like i don’t matter enough

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as a person who can’t handle intimacy, is too terrified of rejection to be in a relationship, often completely cuts contact with people out of fear that they’ll get sick of me and who is a general fool with paranoia issues- i really do say “i want a partner” very fucking often

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people say “don’t let other people consume you” but if i’m not living for myself then i’ve gotta let others consume me, they’re the only reason i’m here

actually bpd bpd problems bpd vent actually borderline actually mentally ill bpd fp bpd bpd shitposting bpd favorite person bpd mood just saw a post that was like this and i’ve gotta say what i’m saying because i feel like people are too scared to be ‶toxic″ but i’m not i know my mindset is ‶toxic″ or whatever but if it’s the reason i’m here then let me fucking live the way i am