wish i was in a field by myself and drunk and puking and then i die and the ground eats me
he’s scared he can’t help me, but i don’t think anyone can
one of these days is gonna be the end for me.. i just know it.
i know i’m strong but damn i’m tired too
another day another slay!! (i’m on the verge of a mental breakdown)
i hope u realize how hard i’m trying
when he calls me a good boy my heart goes brr :))
i have to stop getting attached. i swear it’s like as soon as someone says hi i’m instantly interested. my attachment issues are beyond immeasurable and my fear of these people i get attached to abandoning me is through the roof.
i hate being self aware
i just want a soft yandere boyfriend,, why is that too hard to ask :/
