if someone is upset with me, it genuinely feels my life is in danger. imagine pissing someone off but feeling like when you turn around they are holding a shotgun to your head. that’s why i cry. i’m terrified of what is to come.
why is the love i get always conditional, i just want unconditional love,, yea i know i’m fucked up but cmon someone should be able to just love me for me.. i’m trying my best out here
why does my default emotion have to be sad :/
i’m a simple boy, i see a knife i get the intense urge to stab myself or anyone around me
literally cried at work today twice,, in front of my fucking manager- if you never see me again it’s cuz i killed myself out of embarrassment
i fucking hate that you control my thoughts
all that matters isn’t that you want to hurt me. all that matters is that you WANT me.
*flirting* god i want to bully you so badly
“it gets better, i promise”
yea right, stop fucking lying to me
you know what sounds kinda sexy? no one hurting my feelings ever again