having an intense emotional reaction and being called dangerous and scary when you know a literal hug would calm you down is one of the worst parts of bpd for me that make me feel so misunderstood
some long shit love is what i’m looking for because i’m tired of being by myself. i want someone to think about that loves me 24/7. i want to do those cute drawing widgets with someone and be so in love it makes others jealous. i’m just so ready to be loved.
i’m so tired of this fucking disorder, laying in a dark room crying can be one of the most isolating things in the world
well my fp decided to just not tell me he has a gf now, i could kill her and him. why did he not tell me.. am i too fucking psycho.. i hate this life i live and if i disappear off the face of the earth i hope he knows it’s because of him.
the world is prettier when you’re around
crying because i am myself again, i’m sick of this
whoever threw you away before my love, they were blind. you’re gorgeous inside and out. you’re kind, caring, accepting, supportive- so many things that i’ve never felt before. you’re like a breath of fresh air, i love being in your presence. you give me life darling, please never take it away.
i don’t want him to have other friends, he only needs me
i need to quit everything, games, work, life, friends, everything, move out somewhere in the woods, lay in the dirt far away from home and wait till starvation heals my heart
i think i’ll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
