*forgets to message back* *forgets to check notifications* *forgets to look through bookmarks* *forgets to check reminders* *forgets to check out [insert content] that i said i would* *forgets to take my phone off do not disturb* *forgets to
i just want him to love me, why can’t he just love me back
i’m in a long distance relationship with hell, i’ll be there soon my love :)
imagine having someone in your life that loved you unconditionally and always put you first, wouldn’t that be wild?
living with bpd is always needing everything to stop so u can catch up with ur thoughts but it never does it gets louder and more intense until u physically cant take it anymore u start feeling out of ur mind out of control over and over bc everything is always too much even the good
i failed as a student, i failed as a friend, i failed as a child, i failed as a person. no matter what i do, i always fail fail fail
bpd rage has no chill fr that shit will have u losing all your sanity in seconds the aftermath is shocking sometimes
living with bpd is like i literally cant do anything i should stop trying i am so incapable sensitive and useless im nothing nobody unworthy then it be like damn im the mf best i could literally do anything i wanted too i am invincible nothing could ever hurt me or stop me again
i only feel okay when i think about killing myself
i love realising how broken i am over and over again and feeling even worse which i didnt know was fucking possible