adulthood shouldn’t be this lonely
i literally push away everyone i care about with my isolation and constant burn out. what the fuck is wrong with me??
yeah basically
the loneliness of having a bpd breakdown and no one understands why you feel the way you do, not even you
im very jealous of people without severe mental illness
Reblog with who you are. I'm the bottled up
i’m a three in one with the unrequited, the fp lover and the rage :,))
another day completed of doing everything i hate
kinda tired of when people ask me about bpd and meds and i say “oh for me they work, i take 6 pills a day” and they’re like “omg that’s so many!!” YEA NO SHIT,, but i don’t make you feel like shit for not taking any- think before you speak and offend others jesus fucking christ
in the last two days i’ve gone from sobbing in the stall in my work bathroom, threatening to harm myself to dissociating and getting through the shift.. no, i am a fuckin stable person what do you mean,, me? you heard me crying? yea right