i’ve learnt that i can become homesick for people too
oh darling, i can’t wait to see your beautiful smile again. your gorgeous lips, handsome face and breathtaking features. you, my darling, are the one i long for the most.
if i can’t have you i’ll kill myself
BLOCK DON’T REPORT,, IM NOT IN CRISIS
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transguy — nineteen — he/they — irl mlm yandere
this is a vent account, i am not pro or romantizing any aggressive behaviors. i just have bpd and obsess over him!!
★ all things on this blog are trauma related or intrusive thoughts and should NOT be portrayed as sexual or romanticized content.
look at hashtags, i always forget to put tw in the post
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do not interact if:
nsfw, pro anything (unless recovery), pedo or any other gross person
any of the phobics (homo, trans, etc.), racist or ableist
age regressor; for your own safety, not because of you <3
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★ please nothing sexual towards me, it makes me uncomfortable
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main tws - sui talk, angry vents, intrusive and violent thoughts, love pining, obsessive love, splitting
feel free to dm or ask as long as it’s not sexual :)
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yan mbti - RAHL (reverent, aware, honest, lenient)
personality mbti - infp-t
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definition of favorite person; a favorite person is someone that a person with a mental illness will rely on for support and often looks up to or idolizes them. it’s most common with people who have borderline personality disorder (bpd) to have a fp and they usually only have one, but some people can have many - for the people that ask in my comments :)
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my blogs:
★ tourettes side acct for anyone interested: @ticcticcticcattack
★ my main account that i follow and reply from, for anyone interested:
★ cluster fuck account with all different mental illnesss stuff:
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reminder: if you are a nsfw account, minor or age regression account i will not interact with you. it makes me uncomfortable, and i will not engage in conversation or reply to anything you dm, comment or ask. nothing against against anyone but i am 19 years old and minors and age regressors are not encouraged on this account for triggering content let alone to message me. i have no interest of nsfw accounts asking or replying to my content either so i will not reply.
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FOR ANYONE CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT BPD IS:
MORE IN DEPTH EXPLANATION OF SPLITTING:
i feel like i’ll never experience true happiness or love when you leave me, i’ll have to kill myself. without you i’d have no purpose, nothing and no one to live for. when i say it’s you i adore, you i would die for- i mean it. i couldn’t go on without you.
it’s so fucked up how i could have the worst day of my life but just the thought of you makes everything okay. you aren’t in love with me and it’s the worst pain i’ve ever felt. i just want you to hold me and cover me in kisses. i just want your love. why won’t you love me. why can’t i ever be good enough for you? i would die for you. i would kill for you. i know i’ll be in love with you for forever and i fucking hate myself for it every single day. fuck you for doing this to me. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
i hate you, my beloved
nothing hurts more than knowing i could give you all the love you’ve wanted but never gotten, but that you don’t want it from me